This is where I'm at today.
I'm 23 years old and don't have all of the answers. I'm not who I was and I'm not who I will be. But like you, I'm in the process of becoming whoever that is. I'm learning on the job. I'm learning who God has made me to be and who I am in him.
I know I'm not the only one to come from a broken family. I'm not the only one who has left their Christian faith only to return. I'm not the only one to get married to my high school sweetheart at a young relative-to-culture age. But I have learned some lessons from these things. This is where I share those.